Sometimes life's bittersweet.: November 2010

Monday, November 29, 2010

Happy Birthday dear! ;)

I'm gonna go cut my fringe today,

I've been doing it myself for 4months already.

But I want it to look nice not crappy :/

Going for a facial in the afternoon.

I'll upload the pics tomoro! ;) Toodles.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

The term is BORE!

Holidays are not fun as it used to be anymore. boo hoo yes.

Nothing out of the ordinary today.

Slept for almost 12hours i think? If not mistake lah. :)

Then chatted with csc & shamus.

Wrote this & downloaded songs *(the downloader sucks!)

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Life is too freaking short for us to say I'm sorry everytime we feel guilty!

So man up!

Friday, November 26, 2010

Six packs are hottttttttttttttt! ♥.♥

Six packs are fucking hot, dont you think? Hahahaha. I'm go crazyyy when I see em', like I said, they're hotttttttttttttttttt! I know alot of boys wants sixpacks but I also know its freaking hard to have em' . My friend said that he tried once & train like hell but when you move a little bit, it hurts like freaking hell too! Woah, it sounds really bad. Yeah, he said that when he woke up & wanted to get up, you would just scream because it hurts sooo bad. Oh well, i still love 'em :)

CanningTatum, you know the one from Step up 1 & 2 ? :)

I honestly like sixpacks like this, simple & light you know?

Not harsh like those muscle builders.

Taeyang's :) He sings the phenomena Wedding Dress?

Korean guys are freaking hot too.♥

Rain, I love him!

He has small eyes just like me. Hahaha.

But he has more muscular packs now. Ohh ):

Zac Efron, yeahyeah you'll know him :)

Sometimes its disturbing to see hair there but sometimes its hot too.

Okay, I'll stop here. Byee ! :)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

不要轻易忘记放弃，因为曾经付出过.
*Ronden's status ;)

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

I want monehh.

$$$$$$$$$$$.

Oh hello, can you see that?

I need monehh, I want monehh!

Monehh doesnt grow on trees, yeah i know.

*Technically they do? ;O Because monehh are made from trees? Hmph.

I put it in GREEN cos I love the way americans have their currency in green. Don't you?

I waitressed for 5hours man, at Eastwood.

From all the running up & down, passing food, helping guests take things/find their seats, feet aching etcc.

I've made rm20. Yeah that's right, freaking 20 bucks. -.-

But at least, its monehh right?

Bored to death on holidayyyys.

Freaking boringgggggggggg!

Took lots of pictures with webcam, here are some :)

1`st :)

2`nd

Personally i like my hair like this, natural ;)

3`rd

Fake double eye lids ;) Nice?

4`th

Mata juling, i look weird :/

5`th

Blaaaaaaaaaaa.

6`th

I lovee this one ;)

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Pictures mean more than they show.

It's funny right? How a picture can totally change ur perfectly good mood into a living hell. It's a picture, a freakin' simple picture! Yes, I said so myself with the title above Pictures mean much more than they show. Regardless of how cheesy that sounds, it's true. When I saw it, I wanted to tear my heart out. Although I didn't know anything about it but in my mind, ~~pictures explain all~~ :') But it shouldn't be hard right? It's been over 1year and ahalf. And it's not like I never went through this kind of stuff, it's sooooo typical. But yet, I'm still not strong enough to handle the truth & that's the painful part.

To miss is really a sucky feeling.

Oh my friends, I miss you guys sooo sooo much :')

21/11/2o1o

Was a waitress for a day! ;)

Actually was really fun but tiring uhh.

I was super duper hungry but not allowed to eat.

I was only allowed to hold it, look at it & smell it. *Urgh D:

Had fun with karen, ahteck, huihui etc :)

Had even a greater time on the bus back to school :))

Eddie, giahorng, kenny, kahhao, carlos, gabriel and more,

they were soooo high & funny man! xD

Really good experience. :) *Thumbs up*

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Read dis!

1、我的快乐都是微小的事情。

2、任何一件事情，只要心甘情愿，总是能够变得简单。

3、容易伤害别人和自己的，总是对距离的边缘模糊不清的人。

4、渴望占有愈多而愈脆弱。

5、没有欲望只能说是麻木不仁。

6、短暂的瞬间，漫长的永远。

7、鸟的翅膀在空气里振动。那是一种喧嚣而凛冽的，充满了恐惧的声音。一

种不确定的归宿的流动。

8、人的寂寞，有时候很难用语言表达。

9、总是需要一些温暖。哪怕是一点点自以为是的纪念。

10、感情有时候只是一个人的事情。和任何人无关。爱，或者不爱，只能自

行了断。

11、伤口是别人给与的耻辱，自己坚持的幻觉。

12、我大概是一只鸟。充满了警觉，不容易停留。所以一直在飞。

13、痛彻心扉的爱情是真的，只有幸福是假的。那曾经以为的花好月圆......

爱情只是宿命摆下的一个局。

14、我的世界是寂静无声的，容纳不下别人。

15、像我这样的女人，总是以一个难题的形式出现在感情里。

16、我们可以失望，但不能盲目。

17、在这个世界上，所有真性情的人，想法总是与众不同。

18、我总是以为自己是会对流失的时间和往事习惯的。不管在哪里，碰到

谁。以什么样的方式结束。

19、幸福始终充满着缺陷。

20、但是快乐太单纯，所以容易破碎。

21、我从来不自欺欺人。我只看真实。

22、聪明的女子值得同情。

23、一个女子的寂寞就是这样的不堪一击。如果一个男人对我伸出手。如果

他的手指是热的。她是谁对我其实已经并不重要。

24、我会惧怕孤独吗？我只是偶尔会感觉寂寞。

25、爱情是容易被怀疑的幻觉，一旦被识破就自动灰飞烟灭。

26、快乐的流泪。

27、在她的心里潜伏着一个深渊，扔下巨石也发不出声音。

28、喜欢的就要拥有它，不要害怕结果。

29、很多人一旦分开也许会永远都不再见面。

30、有些人是可以被时间轻易抹去的。犹如尘土。

31、很多人不需要再见，因为只是路过而已。遗忘就是我们给彼此最好的纪

念。

32、他们似乎从没有正式地告别过。而每一次都是绝别。

33、你的头发美丽而哀愁。就象你的灵魂。

34、爱的，不爱的。一直在告别中。

35、我爱你，没有什么目的。只是爱你。

36、那些离别和失望的伤痛，已经发不出声音来了。

37、也许爱情只是因为寂寞。需要找一个人来爱。即使没有任何结局。

38、会过去的，就会过去的。我们的痛苦，我们的悲伤，我们的负罪。

39、当一个女子在看天空的时候，她并不想寻找什么。她只是寂寞。

40、该笑的时候没有快乐，该哭泣的时候没有眼泪，该相信的时候没有诺

言。

41、有些事情在劫难逃。

42、男人不爱女人。他们只是需要女人。

43、我们一直是在离别中，比如和爱的人，和伤害，甚至和时光......

44、我微笑。在任何我难过或者快乐的时候，我只剩下微笑。

45、我相信我爱你。依然。始终。永远。

46、任何东西都可被替代。爱情，往事，记忆，失望，时间......都可以被替

代。但是你不能无力自拔。

47、如果有过幸福。幸福只是瞬间的片断，一小段一小段。

48、缘分叵测，我们无从得知下一刻会发生一些什么。

49、手指不会动了，眼泪不会流了，时间不会走了。

50、那些美丽的小鱼，它们睡觉的时候也睁着眼睛。不需要爱情，亦从不哭

泣。它们是我的榜样。

51、孤独从一开始注定要用一生来承担

52、蓝色是天空的疾病。。。。

53、有时候，我想问一个陌生，问他可不可以带我走，我心里始终有这种隐

藏的动机。

54、孤独是，在你需要别人的时候，你遍寻不着。在你不需要别人的时候，

你自给自足。

55、已经走到尽头的东西，重生也不过是再一次的消亡。就像所有的开

始，其实都只是一个写好了的结局。

56、时光其实始终超越我们的想象。我们的心可以走到时光的前面。所丧失

和接受的东西，依然要遵循时光的原则。

57、一切已经过去的事的确都无可避免的打了封印，在背景里，暗下去。生

命里始终有逼近的东西，并不可跨越。但随着年岁渐长，开始相信，在人的

一生中，最大的财富：是回忆。

58、爱情原来很像我们观望的一场烟花。它绽放的瞬间，充满勇气的灼热和

即将灭前的绚烂。我们看着它，想着自己的心里原来有这么多的激情。然后

烟花灭了，夜空沉寂了。我们也就回家了。

59、永远到底有多远？我们都不知道。所以要做自己想做的事情。要有勇气

去做。

60、有时候网络像一双翅膀，你拥有了它，就能接近梦想的天空，如果没有

翅膀，就只能在平地上徘徊。虽然很难说，飞与不飞，哪一种才是幸福。

61、我想有些事情是可以遗忘的，有些事情是可以纪念的，有些事情能够心

甘情愿，有些事情一直无能为力。我爱你。这是我的劫难。我相信我爱你。依然。始终。永远。

62、是这样温暖而寂静的春天的阳光，透过绿色的树叶，像水一样地倾泻下来。

63、因为伤口被肆意展览，所以已经失去了疼痛。

64、生命是一座恢弘华丽的城堡。轻轻一触，如灰尘般溃散。

情不知所起, 一往而深.

情不知所起, 一往而深. Hey did you ever notice? The harder your brain tells you not think about someone or somthing, the more the heart wants you to think of it. Say you agree, come on! :) I admit, I have been covering my true side for almost awhile now, really awhile. The awful feeling, the missing, urgh unpleasant! Sometimes when you miss someone so badly, you afraid that they might not feel the same way. But I hope ;) Do you? Tell me.

♥ `2

~~Pictures of the day ;)~~

~~Nothing to say here so blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. LOL~~

~~And I look freaking freaking fat! LOL, watever lar.~~

~~Holidays dont spoil my mood :)~~

♥

有时候, 面对着那旷阔的海洋,

你会不知不觉地发觉了, 我们人生的大战就这么旷阔.

而我们的人生就如海一样, 有时平静有时波浪却不停,

可是就算有多波浪, 到了最后结局还是平静的:)

我相信, 上帝给了我们这些大海, 并不是给我们看爽,

而是让我们知道,

无论你面对在大的波浪, 那个波浪一定会灭的;)

你相信吗? 你会不会这样想?

我们做人的, 常因为一点点的折磨而扒在地上, 生气埋怨

但我们并没有想为什么.

人, 也只懂得不满意的时候来埋怨,

人, 也只懂得开心的时候来感恩.

有人说, 做人很难, 那问一问自己

为什么?

难是因为事情都是我们自己找来的,

其实做人是世上最简单的了:)

我们对我们恨的人笑一笑,

对我们恨的科目打个招呼,

对我们的烦恼完完全全留给上帝.

世界本来就不公平,

人会妒忌, 人会讨厌, 人会喜欢, 人会爱, 人会受伤

面对它, 对它说我一点都不怕你! :)

Thursday, November 18, 2010

17.11.2o1o & 18.11.2o1o :)

17.11.2o1o

Went to Parkson with kent gra edwin kent's sis. :)

We kept forgot to take pichaaas, awww.

I waited for gra for about 10minutes uhh, then kent then edwin.

Skip skip skip

Kent gra edwin them all sent me to Tawan awam later.

Was in a fucking terrible mood and cried!

Thanks dear for cheering me up :) <3

Lovee you lots.

Skip skip skip

18.11.2o1o

Was at dancing room whole day.

Oh oh, Thanks Celin! ;)

Went to Imperial also. Ate my popcorn chicken hee :D

Tired angry so bye.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

:)))

It's funny right? When love someone so deep that you forgot who you are. Don't you think that's really sad? Literally man. I do, I been there ;) And I still am, I'm living in the present. I do have regrets, I do have sadness once a while, I do go through tough times. But I'm here and fine because of my friends <3!

快乐，不过是给伤口找一个笑着流泪的借口；幸福，只是想让快乐有一个存在下去的理由.

*From gracilla tho's bloggy :)

It suits alot of people don't cha think?

I'm going to Parkson & Taman Awam tomoro! :)

Excited! :)

Sunday, November 14, 2010

My Sunday ;)

Nothing special happened today, mum went to KL again. *Sighs ): I hate it when mum's not around. I miss you mummy! Went to merdeka mall again thou, nothing much there but I saw PiggyLing there :D I was bored to death okay? I wanna hang out with my friends! But unfortunately I cant! D: Pmf them! After that, went to piasau boat club, yes where I celebrated my birthday :) The picture above was taken there, nice? :) I friggin loveeeeeeeeeeeeee it :D ♥ One more week till school holidays, well 2days exactly :/ I'm afraid? Because I'll be form3 in a few months. ~~Freaking out!~~ x.x I promised myself that I would work hard, so don't fail on me Suusen Ng okay? Oh oh oh yeah, I'm gonna be a friggin waitress on the 21st at Eastwood. Yippy? Kinda excited but afraid again :/ I'm afraid I'm gonna mess up or what. Hope not, finger crossed :)

During exams, I was craving for sleep;

After exams, I was begging not to go to sleep. LOL