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爱一个人爱到快要疯掉是什么样的感觉?
或许你从来都不会明白，
因为爱你爱到快要疯掉的那个人是我，
我也知道我对你的爱多过你对我的爱，
我也知道不应该那么地在乎一个人，
但是我不能控制，也无法办到...
每天一睁开眼睛的第一件事不是刷牙洗脸，
而是检查手机里有没有你所发来的短信，
如果有，马上就会给予你一个回复，
如果没有，我也会发个你不会看的早安给你...
每一天想你的次数就和呼吸一样地多，
只要呼吸停不下来，对你的思念也就停不下来，
有痛苦、有寂寞、有甜蜜、也有担心，
你不会知道思念一个人的心有多么地寂寞...
手上握着的笔总是会不经意地写起你的名字，
写着写着，就把一张空白的字填满了你的名字，
看着那些密密麻麻的名字，想着不在身边的你，
觉得没有意义，却始终不能压抑自己对你的思念...
开着电脑，看着的是你的部落格，你的资料，
看着你要好朋友的资料，
虽然自己已经看了几百篇，却始终都还在看，
不是因为这样就能对你了解多一点...
而是想知道有关你最新的一切消息...
爱到深处，不知是深爱你，还是怕失去你，
心中知道你对我的爱没有我对你的深，
却一再地给你机会，也给自己一个希望...
如果有个人对你的关心多得可以让你觉得很厌烦，
如果有个人对你的问候多得可以让你觉得不自在，
如果有个人对你的温柔多得可以让你觉得不舒服，
那么，请你一定要好好地珍惜这一个人，
你可以不爱他，但请你别伤害他...
或许他不是你最爱的人，但他却是最爱你的人，
他是真心想要对你好，只是用错了方式来爱你...
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How would it be? Loving someone so deeply until you've gone mad
Perhaps, you'll never know
Because, I'm the one who loving you deeply madly crazy
I know I love you more than you do
I also aware that I shouldn't care about a person so much
But, its beyond my control, I couldn't stop it...
Everyday when I woke up, the first thing is not get to the bathroom
But, to check if you have sent me any message
If there is, I'll reply you immediately
If there is none, I'll send a morning greeting to you , even you wont read it...
As much as I breathe, I think about you
As long as I still breathing, you'll never get out of my mind
There are pains, loneliness, happy moments and also worries
You'll never know how lonely is a heart when it keeps thinking bout you.
Unrealized, I always write your name on a piece of paper
Unrealized, the paper is filled with your names now
Looking at those overfilled names of yours, thinking about you
I realized this is meaningless, but I couldn't stop my thought about you
Sitting in front of computer, browsing through your blogs and your recent activities
Looking at your friends recent news, trying to search for anything related to you
Although I've read through them million times, but I still browsing through them
Doing so doesn't mean I could understand you better
But at least, I get to know what happened to you lately...
Loved you so much, I've confused whether I'm still loving you too much or I'm afraid to lose you
I know that you will never love me as deep as I do
But I still believe in you, hoping that I will be floated with your loves one day
If, there is such a person who cares you too much, till you'd get annoyed of it
If, there is such a person who greets you too much, till you'd feel strainted of it
If, there is such a person who being so nice to you, till you'd feel uncomfortably of it
Then, please, appreciate such a person
You can choose not to love this person, but don't ever hurt this person too，
Maybe this person is not the one you love the most, but certainly this person loves you the most
This person treats you the best they could, with a pure heart.
Nothing is wrong within themselves, it just that, they have used a wrong way to express their love to you...
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