Thats enough for me, thanks alot.

Yes, we do things then we either regret or share that joy. You're dissapointed, i am too. Thankyou for everything. :)

sorry for the wrong reasons.

I dont understand why humans act this way?Do all humans act like this huh, tell me.We hold grudges even when we dont know a thing about that thing.Yea but the truth is, I did mess up.Maybe it was telling me something but maybe not.You said it yourself right? When it comes to love, everyone is selfish. So yes I am.

But then part of me was trying to please you the whole time, i guess i failed real bad huh?I can say that I'm fine with how are things now, I can say that I dont careBut the fact is I really do care. And yeah, i break my promise.But at least do not blame it all on me. Because I'm human and i do things for myself cause im selfish yes.Friendship and sisterhood never did mean that much to you, if you could throw me away like this.Yeaaaa, i get it. You hate me for what I did. You can hate me. Who said not to let it become our stepping stone? 

Yea you have feelings that I once ignored. Because I have my own feelings too.I cant force myself to pretend that i dont know him. I cant not reply when he's my brother, I cant not say hi because he's my brother. I know, you think that I did it because i love him right? The fact is, i realised its not him. Yea I might have feelings for him before but not now. I realised too that he caused me many things. But in the end, you also broke ur promise right? You told most of the people about me. Yea you can say that you did that out of anger and plus i broke my promise. What I'm trying to say is, I never did wanted to take him away from you. Maybe you thought so or maybe you felt threatened. Im sorry for that reason. But I'm not sorry that sometimes i do text him, because he's my brother and long before you two happened, we were already that close.I am devastated that you ignored what i had to say and just assumed everything on ur own cause.We both got used to it. I'm not expecting you to ever forgive me, but at least after reading this, you'll understand.

sorryyyyyy!

人一生所做的, 不能要面对审判的时候才认罪.

一句对不起不一定能换来一句没关系.

重点是这个.

我知道你很难受, 所以我一直都在对你说对不起.

我知道你不会原谅我, 所以我选择不再跟他联络.

我知道你很爱他, 所以那时候我选择没有跟你坦白的说完事情.

我知道你以后也不会把我当成同样的姐妹了, 所以偶尔我会想哭.

我知道我这样做你会有安全感, 所以我愿意退出.

i wish.

I wish i was her. I wish i could be her because she's the one he loves sooo deeply that I cant replace. I wish i could be her so that I wont sit there looking at my phone thinking whether should i reply him. I wish i could be her because she has the one thing that I love the most. I wish i could be her because she can tell him how much she loves him without any boundaries. I dont want to be her because she's always a better friend then I'll ever be. I dont want to be her because I'm not as amazing as she'll be to him. I dont want to be her because she's my friend. But these are just my 'i wishes' , im happy for them :)

cny.

 ♥.

Sibu, here I come! :)

you make me smile like the sun.

Yeah, your mine :)

I dint know you til last year, I met you because we talked accidentally :) afterwards everything went uphill, you know i know. All I can say is you are a little something what I call amazing ♥ like the title above, you make me smile, yeah really make me smile & I'm really grateful for that, that I can know you :) I never told anyone about you because I promised myself this time, its just us. Nothing much to say, but i miss you! 

Rainie Yang 楊丞琳

曖昧♥

曖昧讓人受盡委屈 找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進 何時該放棄 連擁抱都沒有勇氣

只能陪你到這裡 畢竟有些事不可以
超過了友情 還不到愛情 遠方就要下雨的風景

到底該不該哭泣 想太多是我還是你 我很不服氣
也開始懷疑 眼前的人 是不是同一個 真實的你

曖昧讓人受盡委屈 找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進 何時該放棄 連擁抱都沒有勇氣

曖昧讓人變得貪心 直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你 寫不出結局 放遺憾的美麗 停在這裡