you? Definitely not. I'm not. I can say it proudly cos I really am not.
We shouldn't have contacted after everything that'd happen. I shouldn't replied.
I don't talk about you anymore. Even though if people asks.
All i would say to them is "can we talk about it privately?"
and then they would forget it because i kept postponing the answer.
truth is, I don't have the freaking guts anymore.
I'm the loser here. No kidding.
Because I'm left behind with all these questions. And so forth.
I don't know how to talk about these feelings.
I'm not sure if I even want them to be heard.
Maybe I do, maybe I don't.
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